III The Time Traveller Returns chapter 3 paragraph 10 among 23 paragraphs
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He put down his glass, and walked towards the staircase door. Again I
remarked his lameness and the soft padding sound of his footfall, and
standing up in my place, I saw his feet as he went out. He had nothing on
them but a pair of tattered, blood-stained socks. Then the door closed upon
him. I had half a mind to follow, till I remembered how he detested any
fuss about himself. For a minute, perhaps, my mind was wool-gathering.
Then, “Remarkable Behaviour of an Eminent Scientist,” I heard
the Editor say, thinking (after his wont) in headlines. And this brought my
attention back to the bright dinner-table.
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“What’s the game?” said the Journalist. “Has he
been doing the Amateur Cadger? I don’t follow.” I met the eye
of the Psychologist, and read my own interpretation in his face. I thought
of the Time Traveller limping painfully upstairs. I don’t think
anyone else had noticed his lameness.
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The first to recover completely from this surprise was the Medical Man,
who rang the bell—the Time Traveller hated to have servants waiting
at dinner—for a hot plate. At that the Editor turned to his knife and
fork with a grunt, and the Silent Man followed suit. The dinner was
resumed. Conversation was exclamatory for a little while with gaps of
wonderment; and then the Editor got fervent in his curiosity. “Does
our friend eke out his modest income with a crossing? or has he his
Nebuchadnezzar phases?” he inquired. “I feel assured it’s
this business of the Time Machine,” I said, and took up the
Psychologist’s account of our previous meeting. The new guests were
frankly incredulous. The Editor raised objections. “What was
this time travelling? A man couldn’t cover himself with dust by
rolling in a paradox, could he?” And then, as the idea came home to
him, he resorted to caricature. Hadn’t they any clothes-brushes in
the Future? The Journalist too, would not believe at any price, and joined
the Editor in the easy work of heaping ridicule on the whole thing. They
were both the new kind of journalist—very joyous, irreverent young
men. “Our Special Correspondent in the Day after Tomorrow
reports,” the Journalist was saying—or rather
shouting—when the Time Traveller came back. He was dressed in
ordinary evening clothes, and nothing save his haggard look remained of the
change that had startled me.
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“I say,” said the Editor hilariously, “these chaps
here say you have been travelling into the middle of next week! Tell us all
about little Rosebery, will you? What will you take for the lot?”
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The Time Traveller came to the place reserved for him without a word. He
smiled quietly, in his old way. “Where’s my mutton?” he
said. “What a treat it is to stick a fork into meat again!”
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“Story be damned!” said the Time Traveller. “I want
something to eat. I won’t say a word until I get some peptone into my
arteries. Thanks. And the salt.”
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“I’d give a shilling a line for a verbatim note,” said
the Editor. The Time Traveller pushed his glass towards the Silent Man and
rang it with his fingernail; at which the Silent Man, who had been staring
at his face, started convulsively, and poured him wine. The rest of the
dinner was uncomfortable. For my own part, sudden questions kept on rising
to my lips, and I dare say it was the same with the others. The Journalist
tried to relieve the tension by telling anecdotes of Hettie Potter. The
Time Traveller devoted his attention to his dinner, and displayed the
appetite of a tramp. The Medical Man smoked a cigarette, and watched the
Time Traveller through his eyelashes. The Silent Man seemed even more
clumsy than usual, and drank champagne with regularity and determination
out of sheer nervousness. At last the Time Traveller pushed his plate away,
and looked round us. “I suppose I must apologise,” he said.
“I was simply starving. I’ve had a most amazing time.” He
reached out his hand for a cigar, and cut the end. “But come into the
smoking-room. It’s too long a story to tell over greasy
plates.” And ringing the bell in passing, he led the way into the
adjoining room.
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“You have told Blank, and Dash, and Chose about the
machine?” he said to me, leaning back in his easy-chair and naming
the three new guests.
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“I can’t argue tonight. I don’t mind telling you the
story, but I can’t argue. I will,” he went on, “tell you
the story of what has happened to me, if you like, but you must refrain
from interruptions. I want to tell it. Badly. Most of it will sound like
lying. So be it! It’s true—every word of it, all the same. I
was in my laboratory at four o’clock, and since then … I’ve
lived eight days … such days as no human being ever lived before! I’m
nearly worn out, but I shan’t sleep till I’ve told this thing
over to you. Then I shall go to bed. But no interruptions! Is it
agreed?”
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“Agreed,” said the Editor, and the rest of us echoed
“Agreed.” And with that the Time Traveller began his story as I
have set it forth. He sat back in his chair at first, and spoke like a
weary man. Afterwards he got more animated. In writing it down I feel with
only too much keenness the inadequacy of pen and ink—and, above all,
my own inadequacy—to express its quality. You read, I will suppose,
attentively enough; but you cannot see the speaker’s white, sincere
face in the bright circle of the little lamp, nor hear the intonation of
his voice. You cannot know how his expression followed the turns of his
story! Most of us hearers were in shadow, for the candles in the
smoking-room had not been lighted, and only the face of the Journalist and
the legs of the Silent Man from the knees downward were illuminated. At
first we glanced now and again at each other. After a time we ceased to do
that, and looked only at the Time Traveller’s face.
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IV Time Travelling
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“I told some of you last Thursday of the principles of the Time
Machine, and showed you the actual thing itself, incomplete in the
workshop. There it is now, a little travel-worn, truly; and one of the
ivory bars is cracked, and a brass rail bent; but the rest of it’s
sound enough. I expected to finish it on Friday; but on Friday, when the
putting together was nearly done, I found that one of the nickel bars was
exactly one inch too short, and this I had to get remade; so that the thing
was not complete until this morning. It was at ten o’clock today
that the first of all Time Machines began its career. I gave it a last tap,
tried all the screws again, put one more drop of oil on the quartz rod, and
sat myself in the saddle. I suppose a suicide who holds a pistol to his
skull feels much the same wonder at what will come next as I felt then. I
took the starting lever in one hand and the stopping one in the other,
pressed the first, and almost immediately the second. I seemed to reel; I
felt a nightmare sensation of falling; and, looking round, I saw the
laboratory exactly as before. Had anything happened? For a moment I
suspected that my intellect had tricked me. Then I noted the clock. A
moment before, as it seemed, it had stood at a minute or so past ten; now
it was nearly half-past three!
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“I drew a breath, set my teeth, gripped the starting lever with
both hands, and went off with a thud. The laboratory got hazy and went
dark. Mrs. Watchett came in and walked, apparently without seeing me,
towards the garden door. I suppose it took her a minute or so to traverse
the place, but to me she seemed to shoot across the room like a rocket. I
pressed the lever over to its extreme position. The night came like the
turning out of a lamp, and in another moment came tomorrow. The laboratory
grew faint and hazy, then fainter and ever fainter. Tomorrow night came
black, then day again, night again, day again, faster and faster still. An
eddying murmur filled my ears, and a strange, dumb confusedness descended
on my mind.
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“I am afraid I cannot convey the peculiar sensations of time
travelling. They are excessively unpleasant. There is a feeling exactly
like that one has upon a switchback—of a helpless headlong motion! I
felt the same horrible anticipation, too, of an imminent smash. As I put on
pace, night followed day like the flapping of a black wing. The dim
suggestion of the laboratory seemed presently to fall away from me, and I
saw the sun hopping swiftly across the sky, leaping it every minute, and
every minute marking a day. I supposed the laboratory had been destroyed
and I had come into the open air. I had a dim impression of scaffolding,
but I was already going too fast to be conscious of any moving things. The
slowest snail that ever crawled dashed by too fast for me. The twinkling
succession of darkness and light was excessively painful to the eye. Then,
in the intermittent darknesses, I saw the moon spinning swiftly through her
quarters from new to full, and had a faint glimpse of the circling stars.
Presently, as I went on, still gaining velocity, the palpitation of night
and day merged into one continuous greyness; the sky took on a wonderful
deepness of blue, a splendid luminous colour like that of early twilight;
the jerking sun became a streak of fire, a brilliant arch, in space; the
moon a fainter fluctuating band; and I could see nothing of the stars, save
now and then a brighter circle flickering in the blue.
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“The landscape was misty and vague. I was still on the hillside
upon which this house now stands, and the shoulder rose above me grey and
dim. I saw trees growing and changing like puffs of vapour, now brown, now
green; they grew, spread, shivered, and passed away. I saw huge buildings
rise up faint and fair, and pass like dreams. The whole surface of the
earth seemed changed—melting and flowing under my eyes. The little
hands upon the dials that registered my speed raced round faster and
faster. Presently I noted that the sun belt swayed up and down, from
solstice to solstice, in a minute or less, and that consequently my pace
was over a year a minute; and minute by minute the white snow flashed
across the world, and vanished, and was followed by the bright, brief green
of spring.
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“The unpleasant sensations of the start were less poignant now.
They merged at last into a kind of hysterical exhilaration. I remarked,
indeed, a clumsy swaying of the machine, for which I was unable to account.
But my mind was too confused to attend to it, so with a kind of madness
growing upon me, I flung myself into futurity. At first I scarce thought of
stopping, scarce thought of anything but these new sensations. But
presently a fresh series of impressions grew up in my mind—a certain
curiosity and therewith a certain dread—until at last they took
complete possession of me. What strange developments of humanity, what
wonderful advances upon our rudimentary civilisation, I thought, might not
appear when I came to look nearly into the dim elusive world that raced and
fluctuated before my eyes! I saw great and splendid architecture rising
about me, more massive than any buildings of our own time, and yet, as it
seemed, built of glimmer and mist. I saw a richer green flow up the
hillside, and remain there, without any wintry intermission. Even through
the veil of my confusion the earth seemed very fair. And so my mind came
round to the business of stopping.
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“The peculiar risk lay in the possibility of my finding some
substance in the space which I, or the machine, occupied. So long as I
travelled at a high velocity through time, this scarcely mattered: I was,
so to speak, attenuated—was slipping like a vapour through the
interstices of intervening substances! But to come to a stop involved the
jamming of myself, molecule by molecule, into whatever lay in my way; meant
bringing my atoms into such intimate contact with those of the obstacle
that a profound chemical reaction—possibly a far-reaching
explosion—would result, and blow myself and my apparatus out of all
possible dimensions—into the Unknown. This possibility had occurred
to me again and again while I was making the machine; but then I had
cheerfully accepted it as an unavoidable risk—one of the risks a man
has got to take! Now the risk was inevitable, I no longer saw it in the
same cheerful light. The fact is that, insensibly, the absolute strangeness
of everything, the sickly jarring and swaying of the machine, above all,
the feeling of prolonged falling, had absolutely upset my nerves. I told
myself that I could never stop, and with a gust of petulance I resolved to
stop forthwith. Like an impatient fool, I lugged over the lever, and
incontinently the thing went reeling over, and I was flung headlong through
the air.
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“There was the sound of a clap of thunder in my ears. I may have been
stunned for a moment. A pitiless hail was hissing round me, and I was
sitting on soft turf in front of the overset machine. Everything still
seemed grey, but presently I remarked that the confusion in my ears was
gone. I looked round me. I was on what seemed to be a little lawn in a
garden, surrounded by rhododendron bushes, and I noticed that their mauve
and purple blossoms were dropping in a shower under the beating of the
hailstones. The rebounding, dancing hail hung in a little cloud over the
machine, and drove along the ground like smoke. In a moment I was wet to
the skin. ‘Fine hospitality,’ said I, ‘to a man who has
travelled innumerable years to see you.’
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