XVI After the Story chapter 16 paragraph 8 among 27 paragraphs
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His eye fell with a mute inquiry upon the withered white flowers upon
the little table. Then he turned over the hand holding his pipe, and I saw
he was looking at some half-healed scars on his knuckles.
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The Medical Man rose, came to the lamp, and examined the flowers.
“The gynæceum’s odd,” he said. The Psychologist leant
forward to see, holding out his hand for a specimen.
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“It’s a curious thing,” said the Medical Man;
“but I certainly don’t know the natural order of these flowers.
May I have them?”
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The Time Traveller put his hand to his head. He spoke like one who was
trying to keep hold of an idea that eluded him. “They were put into
my pocket by Weena, when I travelled into Time.” He stared round the
room. “I’m damned if it isn’t all going. This room and
you and the atmosphere of every day is too much for my memory. Did I ever
make a Time Machine, or a model of a Time Machine? Or is it all only a
dream? They say life is a dream, a precious poor dream at times—but I
can’t stand another that won’t fit. It’s madness. And
where did the dream come from? … I must look at that machine. If there is
one!”
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He caught up the lamp swiftly, and carried it, flaring red, through the
door into the corridor. We followed him. There in the flickering light of
the lamp was the machine sure enough, squat, ugly, and askew, a thing of
brass, ebony, ivory, and translucent glimmering quartz. Solid to the
touch—for I put out my hand and felt the rail of it—and with
brown spots and smears upon the ivory, and bits of grass and moss upon the
lower parts, and one rail bent awry.
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The Time Traveller put the lamp down on the bench, and ran his hand
along the damaged rail. “It’s all right now,” he said.
“The story I told you was true. I’m sorry to have brought you
out here in the cold.” He took up the lamp, and, in an absolute
silence, we returned to the smoking-room.
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He came into the hall with us and helped the Editor on with his coat.
The Medical Man looked into his face and, with a certain hesitation, told
him he was suffering from overwork, at which he laughed hugely. I remember
him standing in the open doorway, bawling good-night.
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I shared a cab with the Editor. He thought the tale a “gaudy
lie.” For my own part I was unable to come to a conclusion. The story
was so fantastic and incredible, the telling so credible and sober. I lay
awake most of the night thinking about it. I determined to go next day and
see the Time Traveller again. I was told he was in the laboratory, and
being on easy terms in the house, I went up to him. The laboratory,
however, was empty. I stared for a minute at the Time Machine and put out
my hand and touched the lever. At that the squat substantial-looking mass
swayed like a bough shaken by the wind. Its instability startled me
extremely, and I had a queer reminiscence of the childish days when I used
to be forbidden to meddle. I came back through the corridor. The Time
Traveller met me in the smoking-room. He was coming from the house. He had
a small camera under one arm and a knapsack under the other. He laughed
when he saw me, and gave me an elbow to shake. “I’m frightfully
busy,” said he, “with that thing in there.”
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“Really and truly I do.” And he looked frankly into my eyes.
He hesitated. His eye wandered about the room. “I only want half an
hour,” he said. “I know why you came, and it’s awfully
good of you. There’s some magazines here. If you’ll stop to
lunch I’ll prove you this time travelling up to the hilt, specimens
and all. If you’ll forgive my leaving you now?”
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I consented, hardly comprehending then the full import of his words, and
he nodded and went on down the corridor. I heard the door of the laboratory
slam, seated myself in a chair, and took up a daily paper. What was he
going to do before lunch-time? Then suddenly I was reminded by an
advertisement that I had promised to meet Richardson, the publisher, at
two. I looked at my watch, and saw that I could barely save that
engagement. I got up and went down the passage to tell the Time
Traveller.
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As I took hold of the handle of the door I heard an exclamation, oddly
truncated at the end, and a click and a thud. A gust of air whirled round
me as I opened the door, and from within came the sound of broken glass
falling on the floor. The Time Traveller was not there. I seemed to see a
ghostly, indistinct figure sitting in a whirling mass of black and brass
for a moment—a figure so transparent that the bench behind with its
sheets of drawings was absolutely distinct; but this phantasm vanished as I
rubbed my eyes. The Time Machine had gone. Save for a subsiding stir of
dust, the further end of the laboratory was empty. A pane of the skylight
had, apparently, just been blown in.
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I felt an unreasonable amazement. I knew that something strange had
happened, and for the moment could not distinguish what the strange thing
might be. As I stood staring, the door into the garden opened, and the
man-servant appeared.
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At that I understood. At the risk of disappointing Richardson I stayed
on, waiting for the Time Traveller; waiting for the second, perhaps still
stranger story, and the specimens and photographs he would bring with him.
But I am beginning now to fear that I must wait a lifetime. The Time
Traveller vanished three years ago. And, as everybody knows now, he has
never returned.
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Epilogue
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One cannot choose but wonder. Will he ever return? It may be that he
swept back into the past, and fell among the blood-drinking, hairy savages
of the Age of Unpolished Stone; into the abysses of the Cretaceous Sea; or
among the grotesque saurians, the huge reptilian brutes of the Jurassic
times. He may even now—if I may use the phrase—be wandering on
some plesiosaurus-haunted Oolitic coral reef, or beside the lonely saline
seas of the Triassic Age. Or did he go forward, into one of the nearer
ages, in which men are still men, but with the riddles of our own time
answered and its wearisome problems solved? Into the manhood of the race:
for I, for my own part, cannot think that these latter days of weak
experiment, fragmentary theory, and mutual discord are indeed man’s
culminating time! I say, for my own part. He, I know—for the question
had been discussed among us long before the Time Machine was
made—thought but cheerlessly of the Advancement of Mankind, and saw
in the growing pile of civilisation only a foolish heaping that must
inevitably fall back upon and destroy its makers in the end. If that is so,
it remains for us to live as though it were not so. But to me the future is
still black and blank—is a vast ignorance, lit at a few casual places
by the memory of his story. And I have by me, for my comfort, two strange
white flowers—shrivelled now, and brown and flat and brittle—to
witness that even when mind and strength had gone, gratitude and a mutual
tenderness still lived on in the heart of man.
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